* Where's Zaku-x108 ??? *

[Zaku-x109]

Here's a summary of where/what I'm doing,

My house is going to possibly be "foreclosed" on and/or lose most of our stuff. I've been cleaning the house, picking up stuff I want to keep and stuff I don't need (even though I don't want to get rid of most of the stuff [I'm a "PackRat", I collect stuff], but I miss say goodbye to most of the small things that have a little bit of memories attached to them). My room is like a storage facility; I've got boxes, I've got bags, I've got stuff under my bed (The Abyss [not the movie]). I was smart enough to clean out my closet which had *literally* a 3-4ft high pile of toys and miscellaneous stuff, that's why I had boxes in-front of the two doors.

BUT enough of this small talk, My family has been living on my mom's *Retirement Savings* and some of our *Stocks*. My mom hasn't had a job for almost more than 3 years; they say she's "Overqualified", they say they're not ready for what she has to offer, they say they can't afford what her "High Skills" (Commercial Insurance/Insurance), they're afraid that she'll take over their jobs (what they're thinking and the main reason). She just wants a fucking job for gods sake! WTF! But yeah, things have been grim/looking very grim for the past 2 years. Even though we've gotten through somethings that were close to this, it looks like our lucky streak has run out after all this time.

I don't know what the future holds for us, nor do I have high hopes that some miracle will happen just for them to be massacred when the tower finally falls down.
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Kitchen Measures